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Miscarriage - I loss my baby!

Ramadan 2018. A month to remember. We knew that we had you earlier upon this barakah month. I was jumping out of happiness because I wanted another baby so badly this year. Little that we know, you survive to live only for a short little while. I never had a baby loss before, so everything was new to me. The experience, the pain, the trauma and the sadness. The struggle is real. Today, is the 7th day of you, leaving our family for a better place. I hope you are happy there, my dear. I am still, missing you deeply, hoping that I could hug you, kiss you and raise you with your other brothers and sisters. One fine day, insyaAllah, insyaAllah.


It was Tuesday - 12 June 2018. We went back down to Kuala Lumpur for Raya. Plus, some other matters to settle. Having me hospitalize that night was NOT part of the plan. Somehow or rather, I knew we had a 50-50 chances to have you living healthy in me because I had bleed for almost a week. From spotting to bleeding to contraction (a day before trav…

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