Little Isaac Iskandar Isham

Isaac Iskandar Isham bin Mohd Razli Isham


Sabtu 4/6/2011 - as usual, family outing day, after long working weekdays.. we went to JJ to watch "Nur Kasih" film.. hehe In the movie, Nur is having hard time to conceive, get pregnant and then gugur.. aduih.. mlm tu we have decided to go for check-up tomorrow; becoz of the film had remind us sthing precious - some ppl wanted kid badly, but they don't get it, yet us who already have kids sometimes neglect it. tak nak lah sebab nk save duit skit, more complication will occur later..

well, i'm already 37 weeks, and I'm suppose to have my weekly check-up already, but just because my personal gynie was in Penang for some seminar, he postponed the check-up to my 38 weeks. just skip another week.. but after watching the movie, we won't dare to take any risk..

Ahad 5/6/2011 - we took sweet time woke up late that morning, still 50-50 whether to go to the hospital or not.. Iss ckp,"Jom lah pergi." Siap2 and sampai hospital kind of 10 plus.. ramai org, had to wait almost or maybe more than 2 hours. and we get our chances to meet Dr. Zarul, he check my tummy & servick and "Eh, dah buka 3 cm, mlm ni u admit. Oh yea, I forgot dr. ratna kerja petang esok, U admit pagi esok lah.." hah?! biar benar.. tp doktor kind of relax, so I pon relax je la.. Iss ckp balik ni start minum air akar fatimah biar cepat sket terbuka servik. ok, so we all went back and sempat gi wedding Cis, kat Klang.

Because I've been drinking air akar fatimah here n then, lepas isyak, I feel something weird, maybe a bit of contraction. no time to think of anything, get the packed bags - hantar budak2 to KJ by 11 plus and get myself warded that midnite.. hehe tiba-tiba contraction reda pulak, e'eh.. nurse kata rehat je la, tunggu esok.. so, kerana kelam kabut td, berbekalkan kurma madu dan air akar fatimah je mlm tu, both of us sleep peacefully.

3 am - nurse dtg, nk check pembukaan servick, dh 4 cm.. hah, sudah! tp sakit xde langsung lg.. dek kerana nurse td, tidur gue terganggu. dah terjaga, tak boleh nk tidor sudah.. hmmm... keluar bilik, jmp nurse td, minta pinjam telekung & sejadah - saya nk berdoa - the most powerful method on earth. apatah lagi hari tgh hujan, moga-moga tahjud ku dikabulkan. Tatkala membuat solat hajat, dadaku hiba mengenangkan anak2 di rumah. Adakah aku bakal bertemu dgn mereka lg? Sumpah, utk kelahiran ketiga ini, ku rasa kan ajal begitu dekat. Mungkin kerana pengalam pertama & kedua melahirkan yg cukup sukar.. Ya Allah, panjangkanlah nyawa ku untuk aku terus menjadi isteri suamiku dan bonda kepada anak2 ku.. berilah kesempatan utk aku menatap wajah anak ketiga ku.. I grab "Yasin untuk wanita hamil" & buku doa2 Ismail Kamus.. baca doa seberapa banyak yg mampu.. get myself tired & get back to sleep.. praying hard i my dream so that I could still live for another day.

6/6/11 - the BIG day; both of us still care to laugh till 10 am.. hehe.. dr. wan ratna dtg pacahka air ketuban & masukkan air bg mempercepatkan kontraksion.. doktor ckp saya akan beranak dlm pkol 12. the best thing is that, no INDUCE as I always wish before.. the labor pain, compared to inducement, way easier to handle. bcz of the experience, I knew if I were to take pain killer, it cannot be very near to delivery time. thou sakit die masih boleh tahan, I ask the pain killer so that I could rest for a while. nurse check 5cm. boleh lg nk bg pain killer.. 1045am - Pain killer injected. nurse ckp beside it make me dozzy, ia boleh melembutkan dan cepatkan pembukaan servik. 11 o'clock.. I've been pushed to the labour room.. from the same pakcik who pushed the chair for all my 3 kids. pakcik Ismail. Sempat lg bergurau dgn die. die ckp nasib baik saya bsalin minggu ni, masih sempat die tolog tolakkan wheel chair. maybe he is retiring soon.. thank you pakcik for all the support, may God bless u always..

Masih terngiang-ngiang suara suami membacakan yasin di telinga dalam bilik labor.. suara itu yg menyebabkan aku terlelap seketika.. bilik terasa cukup panas, berpeluh-peluh.. nurse siapkan semua peralatan beraak. tp doktor masih tidak ada.. mane doktor ni??

Al-kisahya - ada 2 org wanita hamil ditolak masuk labour room serentak. both are dying of the pain of the contraction at the same time. both engaged the same doctor. haru bile dua-dua hampir bersalin. unfortunately, the doctor knew me very well, that I could handle greater pain of inducemet, the doctor opt to sambut the baby from the other room first.. wawawa.. tiba-tiba I rase macam nk teran.. nurse check, dh 8 cm, dh bole nk keluar dh.. Iss bisik, " awak dh nk beranak dh, tangan nurse dh berdarah bile check baby td." I am tired tahan sakit + drowzy of the pain killer + panas bilik + nk beranak sgt dh = ade kena jerit jugak nurse ni dgn aku.. "Doktor mana? Panggil doktor lain je la sambut baby ni!" "Sabar kak, doktor on the way.." On the way saja dr td, agak2 la, istilah on the way dlm labor room sgt tidak sesuai.. ini melibatkan banyak nyawa ni..

ketak ketuk ketak ketuk... dengar bunyi tapak kasut doktor berlari.. mmg rock gile, doktor pon xsempat tukar baju, pakai T-shirt & seluar je.. jarang tgk dia casual cmtu.. hehe.. ok, bcz it's not labour room, bilik tu peuh kecacatan.. 1) katil xleh cabut 2) aircond xde 3) katil plak rosak - tokleh naik turun.. nasib baik doctor professional.. die bukak cadar, tarik kain sampai saya capai hujung katil.. ok sabrina, push! I did push and I feel something big stuck i the servick.hhhhhmmmmmmmm... xlarat, penat sangat kali ni, plus condition pon xselesa.. nurse n iss cuba buka tudung bg saya cool off skit.. I know u can do it, sabrina, push kuat2.. doktor bg semangat.. and i pushhhh... ok sabrina lagi, lagi.. stop! doktor dh dpt pegang kepala baby.. skit lg teran, and the doctor help me out by tarik the baby out of the tummy...not so much of pushing this time.. 2x je, tu pon energy-less, i think.. it's a boy! few injections given and all I know I'm having black out of my life.. pengsan sudah...

Bangun2, dalam mamai, dh dalam bilik ward, tgk iss keluar masuk.. awak dh azankan ke? belum.. tertido balik, terjaga.. awak dh azankan? dh.. baru tenang, bole tido nyenyak.. my son and the other women's daughter were 2 minute different.. mine, alhamdulillah.. 2.7kg, no GBS +ve, 1247pm, and BOY! and I'm glad till today I could still breath the air and see the faces of those whom I love... Thank you Allah...

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  1. Kesusahan bersalin tu banyak hikmahnya :) congrats !! Kit a serupa, two girls and a boy :)

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